Things To Look Forward to in 2009
(Continually updated - and stickied!)


March
- Dad visits, Dweezil Zappa concert

April
- Jazz Fest

May
- Wolverine movie
- Star Trek movie - FEATHARZ!
- BIRTHDAY

June
- Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen movie

September
- The Beatles: Rock Band is released - NEED MONEYS

December
- Christmas in Florida hopefully???


Date Unsure
- Nana anime released in America possibly?
- Fall - New Ai no Kusabi OAV begins

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Please click my eggs and dragon babies!

FUCK THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THE PROBLEM IS ANYMORE. I'M JUST PISSY AND NO I'M NOT HAPPY RIGHT NOW I'M FUCKING MISERABLE. I WANT TO GO BREAK SOMETHING.

No I don't want to talk about this. Don't even bring the subject up and remind me about it later. I just want to yell a bit publicly for a minute and then maybe I'll feel better.

FUCK IS AN AWESOME WORD.

ARGH.

...I think the Sims 2 is no longer my One True Obsession (OTO). I haven't played it in a good couple of weeks now and haven't really had any desire to. I'm sure I'll play it again at some point, but I think it no longer has OTO status.

So now the question is - what DOES currently have OTO status? I actually have no idea! I HAVE been pretty into my dragons lately, but that's not a big enough interest to be my OTO.

Out of everything I'm into at the moment, the one thing I could see becoming my new OTO would be Magic: The Gathering. I've been thinking about hanging out at the card shop a lot lately... haven't done it yet, but I probably will soon. I'm not confident enough to bring my cards and play with them, I'll probably just go socialize and watch everyone else play.

Of course, this could just be a temporary thing. It HAS been a while since I've installed a new expansion for the sims, and I have been meaning to install OFB. Maybe if I do that the romance will be rekindled. Or maybe I need Sims 3! It's definitely looked pretty interesting lately.

It'd be really awesome if my OTO would become drawing. Then maybe I'd actually get some shit drawn.

OTO could be an interesting emoticon face.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Romantic_friendship

Yes.

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?????

Warner Brothers Aquires Live-Action Death Note Rights

Warner Brings "Death" To Bigscreen

Death Note (2011)

SERIOUSLY. WHAT. THE FUCK. IS THAT?!

AND WHY DID IT TAKE ME ALL MONTH TO FIND OUT ABOUT IT???



*deep breath*



......



This... this is of epic proportions. It could be good, it could be bad, but either way it goes - it will be epic.

I just hope that for God's sake they mean it when they say they're actually basing it off of the MANGA and not off of the godawful Japanese live-action films. They might actually make a good movie that way.



I think I just had a miniature heart attack.

"I hate the word crush...it always seems such an understatement - obsession is a better word."
~AVEN quote

Mangatar!




If only I actually looked that cool with my hair that long...

This is just for Zaphy's amusement. XD I swear these guys were seriously on something when they wrote this song.


Wir sind so schön, wir sind so jung
Unendlich geil, wir sind so dumm
Wir sind verwöhnt, und elegant
Wir sind brutal, und doch charmant

Wir sind so hip, wir sind so cool
Ein bisschen bi, ein bisschen schwul
Wir sind so wild, und so versiert
Knallhart und perfekt programmiert

Der Horizont rückt näher
und alle sind Stars
Wir leben wie die Götter
Dann beißen wir ins Gras
Die schatten werden länger
Wir kennen keinen Neid
Verschwende deine Jugend
und schenk mir deine zeit

Willkommen ihr Kinder des Lichts
Ihr seid willkommen
Willkommen im...
Herzlich willkommen im nichts

Wir sind obszön, wir sind so frei
Unendlich scharf und voll dabei
Wir sind skurril, total verrückt
Ziemlich kaputt, doch hübsch geschmückt

Wir sind so wild und auffrisiert
Dekadent und zweckoptimiert

Der Horizont rückt näher
und alle sind Stars
Wir leben wie die Götter
Dann beißen wir ins Gras
Die schatten werden länger
Wir kennen keinen Neid
Verschwende deine Jugend
und schenk mir deine zeit

Willkommen ihr Kinder des Lichts
Ihr seid willkommen
Willkommen im...
Herzlich willkommen im nichts

Wir sind so chic, wir sind frivol
Ein bisschen high, ein bisschen hohl
Wir leben schnell und radikal
Was um uns ist, ist uns egal

Wir brauchen Feuer, Wir atmen Benzin
Schampus Schlitten Titten Kokain!

~Eisbrecher

I HAS AN EGG. CLICK PLZ.

I am not amused.

Part A

What is your favourite colour? Give me 3 words to describe it
Green - nature, life, dark.

What is your favourite animal? Give me 3 words to describe it
Moth - soft, flying, quiet.

What is your favourite body of water? Give me 3 words to describe it
Pond - Small, deep, clean.

Imagine yourself in a white, featureless room - Give me 3 words to describe it
Square, empty, well-lit.

Part B

Imagine yourself walking along a path - describe it to me
Dirt path through the forest covered in leaves with occasional sunlight.

Then, imagine you enter a forest - describe it to me
Thick, midday, the sound of birds and a general feeling of peace and calm.

You find a cup on the floor - describe it to me
A mug, white with a black and red abstract pattern.

You come to some flowing water - describe it to me & tell me how you cross it
Just a small trickle of water, very cold, runoff from the snow. I can hop across it.

Finally you come to a wall - describe it to me
Foreign, doesn't belong here. Straight, grey and featureless with no obvious purpose.


What it all means -

Part A
Your color represents how you would sum up your personality.
Your animal is what you look for in friends/partners.
The body of water is how you want your closest relationships to be.
The white room is how you view death.

Part B
The path is how you view your life.
The forest is your relationship with your family/friends.
The cup represents your romantic life.
The river represents your attitude towards problems and how you handle them.
The wall is death.

OMG STAR TREK MOVIE HOLY CRAP.

There are no words to describe the epic uber-awesomeness of that movie. No words.

(Also - I will kill you until you are dead from it!)

I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stops my mind from wandering
Where will it go

I'm filling the cracks that ran through the door
And kept my mind from wandering
Where will it go

And it really doesn't matter if I'm wrong, I'm right
Where I belong I'm right
Where I belong
See the people standing there who disagree and never win
And wonder why they don't get in my door

I'm painting my room in a colourful way
And when my mind is wandering
There I will go

And it really doesn't matter if I'm wrong, I'm right
Where I belong I'm right
Where I belong
Silly people run around, they worry me
And never ask me why they don't get past my door

I'm taking the time for a number of things
That weren't important yesterday
And I still go

I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stops my mind from wandering
Where it will go......
~The Beatles

Oh Nana. Nana, Nana, Nana. You win the award at making me more emotional than any other manga I've ever read.

But then, you already had that award. You had it back when Hachi first found out she was pregnant. Now she looks about to burst and I can only think that some sort of conclusion is about to happen in the near future. Too many things have happened all so suddenly... how is it going to end?

I think I can safely say that Nana has done the impossible. That's right, it's pushed Rurouni Kenshin down a notch and become one of my top 3.

Don't worry Watsuki-sama, I still love you!! I just forget to keep myself updated on your Frankenstein story. I'll read it, I promise; you still count as a Manga God so I'll still read anything you create. Kenshin is still in my top 5.

So I have a Twitter. Feel free to follow me.

Now I can post my every tiny, insignificant thought onto the internet from my cellphone. This is going to be abused.

I'm thinking of rejoining dA. I left the site a while ago due to stuff, but it really is a good site for getting your art out there where people can see it. Plus I'd like to actually sell prints if I can get my ass in gear and finish drawing something for once, and that seems like it'd be the easiest place to start.

Hopefully I can continue to avoid stuff if I go back though... a new account should help a bit with that. We'll see!

Concerning actually finishing drawing something - I think I need to give myself deadlines, like for serious. Otherwise I wind up lollygagging about and putting it off and eventually a year later I find some old half finished piece of lineart and can't for the life of me remember wtf I was doing with it.

So! No more lollygagging! Deadlines!

...well, flexible deadlines. I don't want to make it feel like work. XD

Completely unrelated note - I want Nana anime, VIZ! Get your rear in gear!